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1.
Shingles 04:00
It’s been so long since I’ve been strong A couple years since I’ve belonged I’ve been your friend for miles and miles Until this ends, I’ll be your Ride or die Ride or die It’s been awhile since I’ve been cool Among the reasons I’m with you I’ll be your friend, a medusa I’ll be your friend, I’ll reduce you Anywhere it goes I’ll be with you It’s been so long since I’ve been cold A couple weeks, or so I’m told Without you, friend, I’m a loser Until this ends I’ll be your Ride or die Ride or die But it’s okay to get your heart broken sometimes And it’s okay to be your best friend in this life And it’s your nerves I’m riding on into the night So what’s the use of fighting me until we both die? Ride or die (ride or die) Ride or die (ride or die) It’s been awhile since I’ve been cool It’s been awhile since I’ve been cool It’s been awhile since I’ve been cool It’s been awhile since I’ve been cool
2.
Get a Loan 03:36
It’s okay for me to get a loan ‘Cause I’m good with my money Even when I don’t got none, honey It’s okay for me to be alone ‘Cause when I think of you, honey I don’t need a home Just think about that I’ve been alone a long time I’ve been at home since I can Even begin to remember, forever I’ve been at home But it’s alright now I’m with you It’s not okay for me to get a job ‘Cause I don’t work for my money Even when I ain’t got none, honey And it’s okay for me to be a slob ‘Cause I work for my money Even when I just said I didn’t So what do you think about that? I’ve been alone a long time I’ve been at home since I can Even begin to remember, forever I’ve been alone But it’s alright now I’m with you Yeah, it’s alright now I’m with you
3.
Are we drinking again? I don’t believe when you say that you’ve had all you can Can we start over fresh, my old friend? Before our old fears and regrets come creeping again Believe me, Tim I don’t know how to think with your heart on my chest Believe me, Tim I don’t know how to think with your heart Are we speaking again? Are we sure this is all for the best in the end? Are we drinking again, my old friend? I don’t believe when you say that you’ve done all you can I don’t know where we could start I took a piece of your heart Wrapped it in some newspaper Maybe lit it on fire I think I know where you are But I don’t know me instead I wish I was where you are But that worm’s stuck in my head I don’t know how it got this bad I’m tired of you And I’m sorry for the way That I spoke to you Believe me, Tim I don’t know how to think with your heart on my chest Believe me, Tim I don’t know how to think with your heart
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5.
Feels like I found freedom again Don’t think I like it Dependence suits me well I’m just a rich kid waiting on my next hit to come out the phone I ordered it weeks ago I ordered it weeks ago Feels like everyone’s sliding around Penn Station, underground Thank God I’m older now I’m just a rich kid waiting on my next hit to come out the phone Feels like I ordered it weeks ago What is it, coming from Mexico? But in the darkness of the night Something doesn’t feel quite right In the moments I can’t stand I don’t know how quite to be In the moment naturally Feels like I found mercy again Don’t think I like it Punishment suits me well I’m just a rich kid waiting on my next hit to come out the phone I ordered it weeks ago I ordered it weeks ago But in the darkness of the night Something doesn’t feel quite right In the moments I can’t stand I don’t know how quite to be In the moment naturally It’s my fault I’ll break my heart I’ve been alone a long time I’ve been at home since I can Even begin to remember, forever I’ve been alone
6.
The Weekend 04:00
I’d take anything from a certain point of view The one where I look pretty cool I’d give anything to see myself the way you saw me then Was I reading Pynchon on the tour bus or beside myself in Cuenca? You were wearing hope like a second set of clothes Productions like you knew me well I’d give anything to push this feeling off a little while Was I reading Lethem on the tour bus when it sparked a fascination? Tell me about the weekend Tell me about the party ‘Cause I don’t like my feelings I don’t like my body I don’t like myself this way I see everything from a certain point of view The one where I look pretty cool I’d do anything to see myself the way you saw me once Was it really Pynchon, or was everything inside my head? Tell me about the weekend Tell me about the party ‘Cause I don’t like my feelings I don’t like my body I don’t like myself this way All my favorite places in Madrid, I’ll show you All my friends are so cool All my fancy books have been made into movies All my friends will want you If everything was right, I didn’t know If everything was right, I couldn’t see If everything was wrong, I’d still believe Tell me about the weekend Tell me about the party ‘Cause I don’t like my feelings I don’t like my body Tell me about the weekend Tell me about the party ‘Cause I don’t like my feelings I don’t like my body I don’t like myself this way I don’t like myself this way
7.
Hey friend Did you arrive in style? Amen God bless your style It’s environmental We’re inside the jungle It’s environmental We’re inside the bubble I was thinking about somebody else When you walked in and came right to me And this vision, with mercy, came just right as I was thinking about somebody else Hey friend Did you take your time? Amen God bless your time It’s environmental We’re inside the jungle It’s inconsequential We’re inside the cold war now I was thinking about somebody else And like a movie you came right to me Evidence for a hostile deity ‘Cause I was thinking about somebody else And I’m sorry That I didn’t brush you off Now you’re stuck with me In your memories
8.
Can you feel the way we are tonight? Like a sudden breath of air, it’s wrong Can you feel the way I feel? And the bar begins its sigh, Exhaling us out into the cold of the night I’d rather not be seen holding your hand Think there’s some folk I know who live around here Did you think the worst of me? It’s okay Is this only thing I’ll be for the rest of my life? I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of being by myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself I’m getting tired of myself
9.
Conversations Get off wrong And it’s hard to get Back again Every moment Of our lives Leading up to this Or so I thought Lost for a little while Deep in your arms Lost for a little while It can’t hurt Get the feeling With your body Right next to mine That this won’t last Every decision I’ve ever made I was lost for a little while It’s too late Buried, barely It’s harder to breathe You’re out there, somewhere I can’t feel you anymore
10.
Abstraction of desire I feel lonely Or I feel like a monster Looking through your things Distraction from the horror, I look at the television I think I see my father In the back of a scene Can’t you forgive me? Can’t you forgive me? Embodiment of terror, Are you crying? I can’t forget the Way you looked at me Totem of affection, Aren’t you lonely? Can’t you see the self In the screen of your cellphone? Won’t you forget me? Won’t you forget me if I leave? Destruction of my future, What did I do? I looked around the world and Got as far as I could from you Poked around my sutures, I felt lonely Sleeping in your bed, I didn’t feel a thing Won’t you believe me? Won’t you believe me? But at least I was at the top of the list of all your fools And every evening I’ve ever thought of it, I think I’m going back to you, you But there’s no going back to you, you Yeah there’s no going back to you
11.
If I’m being honest, I’m thinking about myself I’ve been here too long I’ve been here too long Familiar, how it aches Storm’s at the door and I don’t know how to feel Take it like this, then, I need a friend I’m thinking that I’m not the only one And all my lies are going over me Am I thinking about them Or am I just thinking about me? Jealous once, just bitter now I do believe I got it all figured out There was a saint on my uniform Words that you used were like cuneiform I gave my life away It’s too late I’m getting deeper in my hate Gave my life away It’s too late It was over before eighth grade And all my life I’m going over it Was it in the summer when it went bad? Yelled at my sister in a hotel room Yeah, you were right, look at me now I can’t believe I got it all figured out There was a saint on my uniform Words that you used were like cuneiform I gave my life away It’s too late I’m getting deeper in my hate Gave my life away It’s too late It was over before eighth grade

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released May 1, 2020

Music and Lyrics by Gregory Eric Gulbranson (BMI)
Music and Lyrics for "In Two Weeks' Time" by Bradley Turner (ASCAP)
Additional vocals on "In The Darkness" by Ryan Rahhal

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